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ytd was class chalet
was emo so just sat aside do all the bbq-ing and starting of fire
and in the end, i only ate 1 hotdog n a few small bits of stingray..
hope none of the ppl hu ate the food gets food poisoning..
mr lim and ms tan were the only teachers who went..
surprisingly, jihao and aloysius went. and both wore GREEN!
hahas.. damn funny la. then played here and there...
went for night walk to take my mind off him...
then during night walk, cos some of us din bring student pass,
and if police caught us after 11pm w/o student pass,
we'll be brot to police station :S
so all of us were like hiding from the police.
went to the maze at abt 1 plus 2
then later went to the stone to take photos.
will upload them later..
then suddenly someone shouted "MADA!"
then started running down hill.
then all of us started running down hill..
then its like all scattered by one direction.
damn nice la if its recorded.
first time 2ly so bonded.. (from running away from police)LOL
bt it was nice.except for the fact tt we stepped straight into the mud.. :S

then went to mcdonald then went back to sleep..
enjoyed playing stress with dominic cos its stressing fuN!
hahas.. punishment for loser is eating COLD bbq-ed chicken wing..
and hahas good thing e time i lost din bet with chicken wing, only aft tt
and then onwards, i kept winning dom.
that was one point of time that my mind was occupied. and i enjoyed myself.

slept at abt 4 plus 5...after bathing...n i slept in bowling shirt. lol
then woke up at 8 when ashley's alarm clock rang..
then went back to sleep.. then at abt 9 plus woke up again..
then went to mcdonalds to eat breakfast with melvin, richie and sherri.
richie is a joker la. kept disturbing sherri. bt damn funny la.hahas
then later sherri's father drove us to safra yishun for the bowling tournament.

the first day tournament was like shit.. came in 39 out of abt 45.. :S
then today tournament.. was oso like shit. for doubles,
yuping and i actually got higher then sherri and sam. :o
hahas.. din expect tt.. then for team. god damn it la
dunno wad happened to my finger kept fingering at the rong time
then my ball is either sent out or over hook. then miss alot of spares!! Argh!
then later avg pulled down.. last game then 156 i think..
if my avg is 130 or 140, we would have gotten a prize la!
danm it la. all my fault. haiz.. was thinking to quit bowling next yr oso.
so not much diff. haiz..

anws, today bowling alley around me was like a zoo!
on my left was maris stella high. clifton and friends..
then clifton almost got a perfect game.. so much of his waste.
and he wore yellow today which made him look like monkey..
so that's the first animal..
then my lane got yuping, the cat. wells, ya
then my lane on the right.
raffles instituition. juyen and yong en that group.
got this guy callled jamian ang if i not rong
he bowl like some chicken taking flight la.
so tts the third animal. lol
chicken.. then he got 5 beggar tot he would get 2 turkeys
which is just like him bt no.. he din strike. so wasted. lol

so thats the animal farm. lol
then very proud of yuping today.
din very well. im sorry i pulled ur score down...
u should have teamed up with sherri or sam la.
not me la. then u'll most prob get a prize.
so i made a deal with myself.
this will be the last tournament i compete in. besides the inter school
no more outside tournament.
waste my time and money only. haiz
then bowled until my arm sore. like want to drop off any time
hope its recovers soon..

to him:
im sorry i put so much pressure on you
im sorry tt cosed u so much torture and unhappiness.
haiz.. im so so sorry..
really hope for your forgiveness.
i really wish that i can rewind time and undo all my mistakes.
and this all wunt happen.
im so sorry,
hope tt the love within us wunt fade.
i love you