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its like impossible to go for the bbq now even if my parents allow.
just remembered that i have my coe assessment at safra yishun from 4-6pm.
even if my parents allow me to go, i'll like reach venue at 7++
then wad's the point of going
parents wont allow me to stay there too long either.

wad should i do now?
im so dead confused.

nothing is going right for me.
hope that life will turn for the better soon.
:(

this is stupid.

a song that makes me feel better.